Thursday, April 24, 2008


I haven't written anything this past week, mostly because I'm not really sure where to begin. It's been a rough week. I haven't been sleeping well or eating much at all (I tend to forget to eat when I'm feeling down or depressed.) I'm having a lot of trouble finding an apartment because of my past financial status. I have two potential options I'm hoping to see this weekend/early next week, but it's been hard to get excited about the idea. Work has gotten rough - I received a notice that they need me to be in 4 days a week, which for most people probably seems like a major improvement, but for me is fairly difficult. It's not being in the office that's a problem, but walking the half a dozen blocks to get there. I'm not sure I'll physically be able to keep that up for very long. Hopefully, they'll let me drop back down to 2 days a week in a month or so. If not, I may have to look at taking disability, which would be a major financial catastrophe.

On the brighter side, it's still possible for me to meet all of my goals for the month. It's going to take some work, but even through this depression, I haven't gotten completely off track. I have spent about $200-$250 that wasn't required or necessarily wise, but I'm not going to beat myself up for that now.


  1. *hug*
    is there any other way to get to work? Maybe someone from your work place can drive you? car pool? are there travel reimbursements with your work?

  2. Oh No! Hang in there kid! You've made it this far!

  3. Sounds tough. I second hyperchondriac's suggestion, and if you have a neighbor you're on friendly terms with maybe you could hitch a ride with them? Good luck!



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